time flies. i was sitting here and an entire hour just passed. i wasn’t even chatting online–the internet in my building keeps cutting off–i was just sitting here staring at the wall… an entire hour. how many minutes/hours/days have i wasted? it’s so easy to do things like stare at the wall and i can’t… Continue reading fly fly fly

friday: went to a logic colloquium on quantum complexity theory. no wait, that was quantum computational theory. no wait, quantum complexity computational theory… oh whatever it all means the same to me (nothing) so… yeah. actually i could sort of follow some of it. i was shocked. i think the following is courtesy of leon’s… Continue reading weekend

small craft in a harbor that’s still and serene give no indication what their ways have been they rock at their moorings all nestled in dreams away from the roll of the sea their stern lines are calling a lullaby air a ghost in the cuddy, a gull on the spar but never they whisper… Continue reading the piano’s beautiful

andeja7 (12:47:31 AM): don’t deny it andeja7 (12:47:41 AM): you are a guy magnet HAHAAHA. i meant to sleep before midnight todaaaaaaaaaaaaaay dude my one-on-one with laura was the most fun i’ve had in a while. she’d say something and i’d start screaming. i think the people in mel’s were ready to kick us out.… Continue reading it’s spring, dude.

Disorder Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High — Click Here To Take The Test —

“judy, you’re too hard for yourself”–i hear that from a lot of people. the truth: i’m much too easy on myself. i’m a large marshmallow when it comes to how i treat myself. no self control. not only am i easy on myself, i know i’m easy on myself and in an effort to dispel… Continue reading i feel better now

a thousand eyes blinked yellow off and on, off and on, as i peered up the street, beating irregular and overlapping intervals of time, sectioning off pieces of the fourth dimension slice by slice and i wondered how many times they blinked in a night, how many times they’d blink before i was supposed to… Continue reading all you people can’t you see can’t you see

a bus ditched me today, screaming metal and rubber groanings against the dreary road i like to walk home at midnight. i’m starting to enjoy these quiet moments by myself more and more. for some odd reason i’m not scared wandering the streets by campus at night, except once, coming home from soda at 4am–there… Continue reading 3-ply kleenex with lotion makes my nose happy

i’m sick. today i’ve been walking around and looking at things and everything that i see is super-clear. not hazy, as you’d expect with someone being all sick and slow, but overly clear. the pain inside my head/nose/throat/ears/tear ducts is causing the inside of my body to feel really hollow. i feel compelled to rattle… Continue reading GIDDY

haha, i got legolas on the first try, and without even trying to get him hahahaha and then i followed a link and found that You are ELMO. You are cute, and everyone loves you. You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have… Continue reading and more