on tuesday i slept from 8am to 5pm, and i haven’t slept since save a catnap 15 minutes before rehearsal with angela watching me. i came home from chicken and waffles and talked to ryan and went to sleep in my comfortable bed with newly washed sheets and favorite pajamas AND NOW I’M AWAKE i feel exhausted my throat hurts it feels like someone went in there with steel wool and scraped out the whole place my body’s crumbling it aches but i’m wide, wide, wide awake WHYYYYYYYYY??????????? why am i a vampire???? i’m so tired i just want to sleep why won’t my body let me sleep